A lot on My plate, Imma knock it all off bit by bit. Work, Women, Warfare (the streets and media), building the craft, handling business, My studies, My practices...the Eternal quest for Enlightenment. Family, shit don't even remember last time I've seen em all, got a niece and nephew on the way, got a niece and nephew being potty trained. Home...that's where I want to go.
My lady...
what a challenge but what's life without a challenge. she so different, this whole relationship is a lot different from what I'm used to. But I'm down for it, this is the Greatest Love imaginable. I'm ready to take it further, either that or another bitch gonna come. Not between Me and Queen but it'll surely be workful. I don't want My women to work jobs, it would be best if they had a craft, jewelry making, making clothes, painting, singing, instructing Yoga, sex therapy, you know...so they don't have to deal with the petty stresses. Selling oils and fragrances. Like Soul Purpose. Something she can do and keep her ass in the house taking care of My castle and our heirs. I need to work on getting My business back too fuckin' IRS with they bullshit. SMH dealin' wit these females and their mood swings is hard ass work too. Trying to keep control is a lot harder than replacing them. That's what I chose though and I'm not a quitter.
Work...
shit stressful, I been thinking about quitting, I'm not though. Just got to get pass the bullshit. Got a couple meetings and a few training classes, tests. Everything will clear up this month. Money good though, hours been on some bullshit. Wouldn't be that bad if I had some pussy in the work place but until then the hours are on some bullshit.
Warfare...
fuck the media, I'm bout to be strapped because they just droppin' anybody around here lately. Police be sittin right there watchin' but don't do shit til it's time to put the yellow tape up. Fuck the Media, the Vatican, the UN...I could go on with that, several blogs dedicated to each. I'm convinced that media influence is turning bitches against Me. Perhaps it is Me. But all I do is work and study. I go out and have fun with her but for Myself, I just like to workout and study...Meditate. I don't need much more. Fuck Politics, it's a Pile of Tricks. Web of deceit and disdain.
Building the Craft...
Still working on My Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Myofascial Release, Reiki...Mastery. I honestly feel like I should dedicate all of My time to just this and just give up on all that extra shit. I have a rather adventurous life. But all I want to do for real is sit on a mountain and meditate and heal whoever comes to My Temple. Queen by My side, children on their paths.
Handling My Business
Fuck IRS, Fuck the comptroller, Fuck them student loans I didn't ask for...that's why I work so they can take the damn check while I get My Cash on the side. Next
My Studies:
Currently looking for a rare book on "Do-In" (doe-en). Lately I've been watching a lot of Phil Valentine lectures, contemplating buying "The Wounded Womb", I will one day though. Right now I have exams and tests to study for. Presentations to put together. The weather not helping shit. Mastery by Robert Greene is damn good.
Too much studying to do. Gotta condense the curriculum by category weekly, or alternate days. Maybe I should have it so that My studies correspond with the Kuji Kiri, Kuji-In.
My Practices:
Massage, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Hypnosis, NLP... All self taught...well I went to school for Massage but you know...I've been studying and practicing that since Age: 12. Lately not enough time & energy to practice thanks to work. Queen is always there when I need to try something out. Magicke....email 8PathZen@gmail.com for those updates.
Mi Familia: March I'll make sure I visit everybody. Too much happening right now.
Eternal Quest for Enlightenment:
Enlightenment is Eternal, Practice is Infinite. Letting go of Myself is hard, but My Ego has faded a long time ago. I used to want a lot of money to have a lot of things, Now all I want is Peace & the Wisdom to cause a lot of change.
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