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Thursday, May 27, 2010

Ooops! I miss her tho..

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Back then I was still runnin' wild and came across a reason to smile. I was always on her mind and never knew because I was blind. I was blinded by the self hate I had learned from the abuse. My eyes were swollen closed but not black or blue or touched. she was right there.. when I need her or not. Everything I asked.. the answer was in My favor.. she was cute.. yet pretty damaged and looked at Me I was her savior.. I could have saved her.. But I replaced her. Listening to the jealous remarks of My cousins neighbors. Blind to the fact that not matter the weather.. or whatever.. not obstacle would let her.. miss a change to get next to.. Me. Even dedicated back to back chapters in her journal 3. The brown hair, freckles, smile, light skin ain't mean shit... it was nice but what stood out was her obedience.


Shoulda been in Love but nah.. I had plans.. didn't give a fuck enough about broads to be their Man. That's why it felt so awkward when she held My hand and looked Me in the eyes as if she was sayin' "I'm yours too command". I held her to My chest one day.. but only because I was bored in the house while it rained. Them bitches beat her ass and tore up her book she ran away.. I replaced her with a bitch that didn't last a day.. Randomly while I was patrollin' the jects, around the way.. I stepped on a book and My name was on the page. I picked it up and viewed it for many days. It was too late but I had then snapped out of the days. I looked for her for years.. I was crazed.. I even prayed.. Them bitches was like fuck her.. I would get enraged.

I keep seeing her and shit aint like how it used to be... she not really there just her essence that was glued to Me.. I wanna be reunited with her in the worse way.. so she can show these others that My Way is not a game.. she carried out every order and command without delay.. but how can I regain.. a person.. I don't even know her real whole name. What can I say? I miss her know like a muthafucka for real.. If i could rewind back to that time she'd be mine still. I did her wrong and she did everything I told her.. I treated her like shit.. all she wanted was for Me to hold her.. I pushed her away..cept for that time I carried her on My shoulders.. Ain't this a bitch.. she was the shit and I aint realize it until she became a Myth.. now all I have is the memory of her obedience.. Wish she was still around to teach the new ones old tricks.