Think you slick

I could find out where you live.... House on the corner, tree in the yard, deck in the back 2 cars in the driveway, haven't seen inside the garage.

I could find out where you work... Some kind of teacher or security...perhaps.

I could track your LAN line... 27, 35, 10
One of those is the last 2 digits, right?

I could find where you ride, that burgundy or cranberry color is kind of distinct.

I could discover your favorite vehicle manufacturer...let Me guess, Chevy, bet you got some kind of SUV.

See all this information about Me is no secret, because I don't need to hide My actions, whereabouts, none of that.

I could find out what school you went to and just show up at the reunion.

I've seen you, you didn't even know it was Me. I was at an event you were suppose to attend and you never showed up.

Too late for you though, We are going to meet because apparently We want the same thing, your problem however is that you want what you cannot have, and it's Mine already.

My problem is that, I do not know how to forget and almost always follow through on what I say I will do. My goal is to keep you the fuck away from what's mine or make you deeply feel how real shit can get when you come after what belongs to Me.

Just thought I'd get that off My Chessboard, no Knights will mate with My Queen for as long as I AM KING.

Even the Darkside has......Shadows. Hahaha
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Triple Pane Reflective

The 3 way mirror works well as a tool for irony.

The characteristics, traits about the personal, personality clues and so forth. Once spun about the 3 way mirror, all shall unfold in a reflective revelation about yourself, through the eyes of the least expected to observe.

Simplistic interpretation: Those you neglect Me for will lead you to Me. Those that neglect you because of Me, will lead you to the truth about you.

Truths can be explained but when there is a window of opportunity open, a brisk breeze of disbelief can linger in the most humid of climates. Honesty can be in it's purest essence yet carelessly paying attention to faint whispers can amplify the serenade of deceit. Revealed blatantly can thicken the fog of insecurity and shift admiration to the favor of illusion. Not before a tick exposes it's blood lust and meets it's demise, when it's target has become alerted of it's presence.

Repeatedly, I've watched motives, agendas and secrets become weapons & tools in the battles of Truth vs False. It's always that one friend that watches a close friend, get to far away from their trap, then subtle sabotage will implement & arouse suspicious confusing behaviors. All in the name of personal game. The aim in the game is to obtain, tame and train. But honesty prevails and presents itself, whether early, late, on time or too often. Given the potency of the illusion, distortions will aid in glimpses of the true image, assisting in painting a clearer picture.

The 3 way mirror works as you see yourself and those behind you, but the one behind the mirror observes both in search of answers, when the one behind you notices that you are being watched of both sides of the mirror. The one true objective is to influence belief. Which belief? Lawful, Neutral or Diabolical. The 3 way mirror is the dance of the moral tango. You choose your partner, whether lead or follow, someone will attempt to cut in and glide across the floor to attract all of the attention in the room.

Simplified example of event:
Man chooses woman
Woman falls for Man
Friend interrupts
Man exposes ploy
Friend introduces doubt
Woman gets confused
Confusion soaks in doubt
Man speaks truth
Woman is mislead
Friend becomes content
Friend introduces new path
Man deeply explains the truth
Woman considers idea
Friend introduces melancholy
Woman gets depressed
Man introduces tender memory
Friend introduces deceit
Woman gets angered
Man expresses Love
Woman dwells in fury
Friend requests fun
Woman chooses solitude
Friend requests fun
Woman declines in solitude
Man expresses Love
Woman gets confused
Friend requests fun
Woman declines but considers
Man requests talk
Woman declines in solitude
Friend requests fun
Woman is unsure but considers
Man requests talk
Friend introduces deceit
Woman gets depressed
Friend requests fun
Woman considers
Man sends affection
Woman is confused
Friend requests fun
Woman is angry but considers
Man is confused
Friend requests fun
Man requests talk
Woman declines in solitude
Man gives space
Friend requests fun
Woman needs space
Friend gets angry
Woman is upset
Friend requests fun
Man gets angry
Woman is confused
Man sends affection
Friend introduces deceit
Woman employs deceit
Man introduces respect
Friend requests fun
Man sends affection
Woman employs deceit
Man introduces respect
Friend is enraged & reveals intentions
Woman is disappointed
Man sends affection
Woman introduces respect
Friend established hate
Man sends affection
Woman accepts sincerity and removes all doubt
Friend requests fun
Woman declines
Man introduces respect
Woman requests fun
Friend reiterated hate

Man: I see you watching - Lawful
Woman: I know you watching - Neutral
Friend: See that, Watch this - Diabolical
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Stop with the Excuses (Invitation Rant)

People never show up to anything I invite them to, would My wedding be any different?

They'd be like: You're getting married? for real?! When, what time?

Me: Yea, you didn't get the invitation?

Them: OMG, where is the wedding? I didn't know You had a girlfriend! We need to talk, wow!

Me: Are you sure you didn't get the invitation?

Them: Damn you should have told me, why didn't you ask me to be in it, you don't Love me anymore?

Me: Are you fuckin' serious, or just High again?

Them: How could you do me like that?

Me: Funny you call, 3 hrs before a wedding I sent you 3 invitations too, and you sent RSVP back, I left you 26 messages asking you to be in the wedding 9 of them were about Rehearsal, because you wanted to be a brides maid or some shit. But really 3 hrs before the wedding, that you RSVP'd, you call Me about when, what time, and where...I have been on social media websites talking about it for like 2 months, you liked the photos, told Me how sorry you were for missing the rehearsals..then you said you didn't know I had a girlfriend but you bought the wine and got extra turned up at the party, the shit still your display pic. I bet you got the invitation in your hand. Talkin' bout where's the Wedding, down the street from your house dumb ass, you suggested the Temple down the street from your house: 1. So you wouldn't be late; 2. because you said the Clergymen really enjoyed My article about 'Religion & Spiritually: Higher Power vs Higher Self'. Are you even in the house, either you high or you jokin? The fuckin' Limo outside your side your house... Come to the reception so I can crack you in the head with a Champagne bottle.

(A bit far fetched, but precise)

People always ask why We don't do anything together, yet never show up when I invite them, but I almost always make to anything I'm invited to.

End of Rant
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Can it be

Why can't it be just you & Me
Expectation free, just bliss, just be
Let it be Us, Me & you
Living by one rule
"Be down for Me and I'll be there for you"
Can it be like
It's only Me and you right
Side by side, staring in each others eyes under the Moon light
Under the sheets, the blanket, heads on the pillow, arms wrapped around one another
Cuddling while the thunder bangs, listening to the rain on the window pane
Lightning flash....whispering each others name
Like "Hey...babe...you ok?"
Forget the bullshit, let's just be Us
What friends, family & society think
Why give a fuck
To each other...no need to wonder if We're Good enough
Let's just... Love each other so much, that We strive every moment to make sure that We know, We wouldn't ever give this Up

Can it be, Me, you and the family We create.
Showing love and respect, encouragement to Elevate.
Can it be like...Well for Me, it's as if I have to Let you know My Love for Our Union forever grows.
Every time I look into your eyes they 'effin' glow
You make Me wanna Love you in multiple dimensions and I was each one of those to let it show.
I used to do it from My mouth, but for a long time it's been Mind, Body & Soul.
So I'll explain it as much as possible even though you already know.
That way if push comes you shove, this Love you won't let go.
Come back when you ready to continue down this road.
Do it from the heart, never was in this shit for show.
Meant every word, let it be known that I'm fa'sho
My Spirit will track your across the Universe
Only any Galactic level, so believe Me when I tell you.
Not trying to seem like these a stalker tactics.
But as long as there are stars, We will bond and attract then.

Down the Line, in the Present, back in time
Can it be
That you were once, are now and forever will be mine?

I know you can feel it deep in your bones, so am I lying?
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Forgot to Share at A.A.

My name is...well you can call Me Master, and I'm an Alcoholic.

(Attendees say Hey Master in Unison)

On the topic of Resentments, I resent going to Counseling yesterday, because the 3rd party I went through said I could have 6 free sessions, but when I called them they said I had to pay with My insurance, that's peace. So I get there and they try to rush Me through the paper work but I'm there for My anger issues in the first place so I remained humble. After about an hour talking about all the shit that makes Me angry or stuff in My past, family history crap...the end results were, U.S. didn't fight Afghanistan after 9/11 because there was oil in Iraq, and even though people are ignorant and push your buttons and disrespectful, unfortunately that's the way the world is working these days... What the fuck lady? I know for a fact that all she's gonna end up saying is I should go to a gym or practice a martial artform as an outlet for My anger. Waste of time & money.

Now today, I resent coming to the meeting, because I had a great day up until having to get ready to come here, couldn't find bus fare, when I did I had to rush out the house, got to the bus stop left My phone. I can live without a phone but there are a lot of things going on that need My attention. So I go get My phone, back on the bus stop, of course it doesn't come right away, when it did the ride wasn't bad. But I had to transfer to the 3 and I saw it so I got off the bus in time, it was a red light, I was running across the street. The bus turned on red, which isn't illegal but I was clearly running toward it and zoooooom. Then I resent, resenting to come to the meeting because I could just go to the 19:00 meeting. Plus I came all this way, plus I had to pay for My big book and I knew some would share something that would make Me feel better about it. So after a long ass time, I met a couple of pretty girls jogging pass, a few people gave dirty looks but that's peace. When the bus did arrive the driver needed My help to get here, so maybe I was suppose to be late, so that I could help someone find there way and who knows, perhaps I saved a life, a job or someone from wanting to drink.

Thanks for letting Me share.

(Group says thanks for Sharing in Unison)
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Flash of Light

Fuck a bitch and them bitch niggas displaying the hate
Fuck the heresy and the rumors speak the phrase to My face
But they ain't, cuz they not ready for a date with their fate
Don't need a weapon or protection, to have you erased
Deleted, your existence on this planet depleted
When you chose to conjure but neglected to banish your demons
I be the reason, women repeat this heavy breathing til their souls shiver
Plethora of the pleasure, with gifted essence that I deliver
In tune with that High Power, when I shower attendants with the
Sermons spoken directly to the Spirits of My Kindreds
Raise a fist to the sky and bow your head if you feel it
I got a hole within My heart nigga, Unconditional Love only can fill it
I used to roam the Earth cold as a blizzard
And then I encountered a Goddess in a world full of bitches
That gave Me the Strength to eliminate an Ego Demented
Hell bent on being surrounded by submissives and henchmen
Turned into an Omniscient mission to raise vibrations, spirits and conscious awareness in children
All praise and thanks to the Divine Creator
My apologies to the pain I caused and hopes or dreams that I ended
Wouldn't be a Man if I was wrong and didn't admit it
Imma fight for it, but will understand if you can't give forgiveness
Karma work like that and this the pain Imma live with
So instead of making you feel it, it's My responsibility to lift it

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Afterwork Day Dream

How it should be: "I'm back in this thang Baaaybuuh!!! Bring the Love!" *Wife & kids come greet you at the door, walk you to your meal and read you a report on their day while you eat, if granted permission, if you get home too late the children leave the written report and Wife reads to you or they are left next to the computer*

How it is, though: "I'm back up in this bitch, Mama come wit it"

*all you hear is crickets, house a mess, you gotta heat up your own food, bathroom messed up, because ya lonely ass gotta do it all on your own*

How it should be: "Yes, I got these days off, Imma take the kids to the park, play basketball, football til they tired and wore out, while the Queen sun bathe, then We ordering Pizza & Salad wraps and I'mma massage her feet til she go to sleep"

How it is though: "Yes, I got these days off, let Me make these phone calls"

*either nobody answers or everybody bluffin'*


How it should be: "What a wonderful calm night in the neighborhood, I think Imma chill outside and enjoy the breeze"
*people walk pass and speak*

How it is though: "Damn this a cool lil night to sit on the steps and think"

*girls walk around on they phones talkin' about you because you got work clothes on, dudes walk pass you and stare you down, this funky ass scent smell like dried yogurt and burnt hair messed up the breeze and here the police come asking do you live at your Own house and wanna run your name in the system to check for warrants"

How it should be: Beautiful
How it is though: Sad
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People Person

Come back to Me that's all I can say, but when she ask Me why? It's a puzzled look upon My face
Who's to say times will be different than the last, when the same promises were mentioned in the past
A gasp, reality hits, did you really think you'd make through life not givin' a shit,
Do you expect to have your way without a price to pay,
Were you banking on people to just put up with the shit you'd say?
In a way, no at all, often I'd wonder how it even got this far.
Actions speak louder than words, that's correct.
But I need to let you know how I feel, with all respect.
Due to the circumstances and current situation.
My life needs some adjustments, changes, a few replacements.
That smile you got, those beautiful lips, the control you expose when moving your hips.
That lovely hair, I love you from the inside out, no parts to neglect.
Everywhere I go they ask Me about you I leave, not physically but look in My eyes and you'll see
I'm not there, I'm else where, left My body shell there, soul searching with in Myself yea, trying to you back here.
I know that our love is meant to be, or perhaps it was and this it what it was meant to be, but it can't because this don't sit pretty with Me.
If it really was over both us would need be deceased, til death do us part that's the oath that We took, what if We died but still alive and the relationship shook.
Normally I have intense clarity, but on this subject, all is seen foggy, cloudy...but the Light is there.
To get back to it is another tale, that'll ponder while I chew these chips of kale.
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In My Church

(I don't have one yet, but if I get one of those store front type churches, this is what it WILL be.)

Since it's My church I want to be called Master or Masterful...Master Foo

Mostly it will be meditation like a Zendo or prayer house.

God will be called the Source or the Highest or the All...no the Divine Creator

Music:
Classical, Gospel Instrumental, I'll actually let the congregation vote when We establish a certain number of members. Mostly violin, organ piano...really whatever you want to hear in deep thought. I'm more of a binaural beat

Preachers & guest speakers:
I'll pick them and the congregation can also suggest who should visit.

Treasury:
Any DONATIONS will be spent on the churches upgrades...matter fact let's call it a Temple. (can you tell all of this is brain storming) Offerings will be from the Temple. Donations are by will or if you feel you should donate, however much you think the Temple is worth to you.

Treasury 2: Donations .vs. Offerings
Your Donations will go to Upgrading the Temple and funding the programs. Quarterly/Seasonally all excess amounts of money will be used to Gift the congregation (well if it's not a church is it still a congregation? Disciples? Well Imma use congregation)

Activities:
Majority of the Temples programs will be funded by Master Foo. Programs will be available for neighborhood clean up and sheltering the homeless. All homeless people in need of shelter will be apart of neighborhood clean up as well. Sports, Art & Music and creative thinking modules and workshops for all. When well established the congregation will vote in other areas of excellence and elect Mentors for each.

Food:
We will feed each other. Bring a big ass plate or tray of whatever you want to share. Temple menu will be vegetable fried rice or Oatmeal ONLY!! But you can bring whatever you want to share and We can feed each other. Snacks will be fruits from the donating Farmer's Market.

Teachings:
Science, Arithmetic/Mathematics, Philosophy, Wellness & Perspectives, Astronomy, Martial Arts, Mysticism, Theurgy, Spirituality, Cosmology. With extra influence on Metaphysics, Do-In teachings, Meditation/Self-Hypnosis. ALL AGES.

The Darkside: Within the Temple there will be people who want to explore a little more to life. For more on this email fulfillment_provider@yahoo.com

Sermon/The Word:
Will mostly be current events and a full esoteric, logical, irrational, radical, ethical breakdown of what's happening during the time frames of occurrences. I'd like to have Dr. Phil Valentine

Other:
Males have to study Tai Chi
Females must do Yoga
Children are not allowed to watch Television unsupervised and every commercial break the TV must be turned of for muted, so that the Broadcast Monitor can breakdown everything the children witnessed on their screen. All TV shows must be followed up by a Q&A session.

Summary:
Really I just thought it would be cool to have a center to bring the community together and based on the successes produced branch elsewhere and have different establishments formed. As long as it promotes Peace and Higher Self-Actualization.

I should stop here because I'll just keep thinking of shit... Like hydraulic seats and a 3D screen for lectures, video game night...see I'll send this now but keep in mind,

THESE ARE JUST MY THOUGHTS
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Why wonder?

I will keep you safe.
I will accept you for all you are.
I will clearly define your limits.
I will monitor your growth and challenge you.
I will to be your teacher.
I will set goals for you.
I will correct you when you make mistakes.
I will make My approval of you, evident.
I will encourage you to express yourself.
I will comfort you
I will show attention and praise to your contributions
I want you to enjoy your successes
I want you to share with Me
I want you to feel loved


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So it begins

It's My blog so I have the right to make Journal entries once in a while.

A lot on My plate, Imma knock it all off bit by bit. Work, Women, Warfare (the streets and media), building the craft, handling business, My studies, My practices...the Eternal quest for Enlightenment. Family, shit don't even remember last time I've seen em all, got a niece and nephew on the way, got a niece and nephew being potty trained. Home...that's where I want to go.

My lady...
what a challenge but what's life without a challenge. she so different, this whole relationship is a lot different from what I'm used to. But I'm down for it, this is the Greatest Love imaginable. I'm ready to take it further, either that or another bitch gonna come. Not between Me and Queen but it'll surely be workful. I don't want My women to work jobs, it would be best if they had a craft, jewelry making, making clothes, painting, singing, instructing Yoga, sex therapy, you know...so they don't have to deal with the petty stresses. Selling oils and fragrances. Like Soul Purpose. Something she can do and keep her ass in the house taking care of My castle and our heirs. I need to work on getting My business back too fuckin' IRS with they bullshit. SMH dealin' wit these females and their mood swings is hard ass work too. Trying to keep control is a lot harder than replacing them. That's what I chose though and I'm not a quitter.

Work...
shit stressful, I been thinking about quitting, I'm not though. Just got to get pass the bullshit. Got a couple meetings and a few training classes, tests. Everything will clear up this month. Money good though, hours been on some bullshit. Wouldn't be that bad if I had some pussy in the work place but until then the hours are on some bullshit.

Warfare...
fuck the media, I'm bout to be strapped because they just droppin' anybody around here lately. Police be sittin right there watchin' but don't do shit til it's time to put the yellow tape up. Fuck the Media, the Vatican, the UN...I could go on with that, several blogs dedicated to each. I'm convinced that media influence is turning bitches against Me. Perhaps it is Me. But all I do is work and study. I go out and have fun with her but for Myself, I just like to workout and study...Meditate. I don't need much more. Fuck Politics, it's a Pile of Tricks. Web of deceit and disdain.

Building the Craft...
Still working on My Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Myofascial Release, Reiki...Mastery. I honestly feel like I should dedicate all of My time to just this and just give up on all that extra shit. I have a rather adventurous life. But all I want to do for real is sit on a mountain and meditate and heal whoever comes to My Temple. Queen by My side, children on their paths.

Handling My Business
Fuck IRS, Fuck the comptroller, Fuck them student loans I didn't ask for...that's why I work so they can take the damn check while I get My Cash on the side. Next

My Studies:
Currently looking for a rare book on "Do-In" (doe-en). Lately I've been watching a lot of Phil Valentine lectures, contemplating buying "The Wounded Womb", I will one day though. Right now I have exams and tests to study for. Presentations to put together. The weather not helping shit. Mastery by Robert Greene is damn good.
Too much studying to do. Gotta condense the curriculum by category weekly, or alternate days. Maybe I should have it so that My studies correspond with the Kuji Kiri, Kuji-In.

My Practices:
Massage, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Hypnosis, NLP... All self taught...well I went to school for Massage but you know...I've been studying and practicing that since Age: 12. Lately not enough time & energy to practice thanks to work. Queen is always there when I need to try something out. Magicke....email 8PathZen@gmail.com for those updates.

Mi Familia: March I'll make sure I visit everybody. Too much happening right now.

Eternal Quest for Enlightenment:

Enlightenment is Eternal, Practice is Infinite. Letting go of Myself is hard, but My Ego has faded a long time ago. I used to want a lot of money to have a lot of things, Now all I want is Peace & the Wisdom to cause a lot of change.
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