(Attendees say Hey Master in Unison)
On the topic of Resentments, I resent going to Counseling yesterday, because the 3rd party I went through said I could have 6 free sessions, but when I called them they said I had to pay with My insurance, that's peace. So I get there and they try to rush Me through the paper work but I'm there for My anger issues in the first place so I remained humble. After about an hour talking about all the shit that makes Me angry or stuff in My past, family history crap...the end results were, U.S. didn't fight Afghanistan after 9/11 because there was oil in Iraq, and even though people are ignorant and push your buttons and disrespectful, unfortunately that's the way the world is working these days... What the fuck lady? I know for a fact that all she's gonna end up saying is I should go to a gym or practice a martial artform as an outlet for My anger. Waste of time & money.
Now today, I resent coming to the meeting, because I had a great day up until having to get ready to come here, couldn't find bus fare, when I did I had to rush out the house, got to the bus stop left My phone. I can live without a phone but there are a lot of things going on that need My attention. So I go get My phone, back on the bus stop, of course it doesn't come right away, when it did the ride wasn't bad. But I had to transfer to the 3 and I saw it so I got off the bus in time, it was a red light, I was running across the street. The bus turned on red, which isn't illegal but I was clearly running toward it and zoooooom. Then I resent, resenting to come to the meeting because I could just go to the 19:00 meeting. Plus I came all this way, plus I had to pay for My big book and I knew some would share something that would make Me feel better about it. So after a long ass time, I met a couple of pretty girls jogging pass, a few people gave dirty looks but that's peace. When the bus did arrive the driver needed My help to get here, so maybe I was suppose to be late, so that I could help someone find there way and who knows, perhaps I saved a life, a job or someone from wanting to drink.
Thanks for letting Me share.
(Group says thanks for Sharing in Unison)
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