Hello Stranger

I wanted to share something with you:

 I call this "Hello Stranger"

It was a late night. Clouds were as dark as faded black jeans. The wind beared a stench of moist concrete.   Along the road lengthy customized Cadillac crept as the driver noticed some blinking hazard lights.  Beautiful melodies oozed out of the windows as the vehicle halted.  The right rear window rolled down half way and a hand signal for the woman in distress.  As she approached the car she hesistated and began to turn around but roar thunder claps and intense flashes of lightening instructed her explain her situation.

"It looks like rain...what a shame" said the Male passenger.  "Thank you for stopping" said the woman "The 5 cars just honked and kept going and.." she continued. "I'm not really into sad stories Ms..." the Male Passenger interrupted. "unless you givin' a Happy endin" he winked "Allow me to introduce myself so you won't be talkin to a stranger I'm Venni and you look like you're in need of a rescue. Would you mind if I offered some assistance?" he asked. "Actually I'd love some let me get my things." She ran to her car to get the keys and things and hopped in the back with Venni and the three other passengers.  Winds howled and rain began to river dance on the Moon roof.  "Guess I was right on time must be fate... Would you like to use my phone to call someone while we wait or are you ready for an adventure...to the gas station?" The woman checked her cell phone and the battery was dead. "Yes, please." she answered. In the front of the car were three young females late teens to early twenties.  The middle passenger handed a cellphone to the woman. She dialed the number to the tow-truck company she got a busy signal. "By the way, I'm Amber" she said.  "Pull over and turn the music down." Venni instructed.  "Don't be alarmed I just need to get something out of my trunk." As the car stopped the right side passenger said "I'll get it for you."  Then got out in the rain and brought a bag containing a box back into the front seat and dried it off and handed it to 'Venni'.  "Alright turn the noise up a lil' and drive" he said while looking through the box.  Amber still trying to get through this time it was ringing longly. 

 "Here you are 'Amber'!" said Venni with delight. "I'm sorry" said Amber.  "Oh not you this fragrence" as he placed an inscense burner in the rear window. "See I keep a box of inscents with the names of ladies and if I happen to come across one by any of the names I stop and light it up to see how it smells and does it match her appearance if so I'll grant a realistic wish if not she gettin' the fuck out... your looks out weigh the scent so you get two." he explained.  "Thank you, that sounds interesting but I just want my car fixed.  I have two flats on the right side and the tow truck company must be closed due to the storm." she replied. "Oh yeah? Hmm... In that phone look up a name titled 'T&W' for Tires & Wheels" he instructed. She did and got an answering service. "No luck there either" she said. "Relax" he said and the driver began to count as she pulled next to the pump. "5...4...3...2" then the phone began to vibrate and the 3 females got out the car and ran into the gas station. "Yo! You gone see a white 1998 Acura Legend a few miles down from that Gas station where they go to get that VooDoo Rain shit they always drinkin'... you know where I'm talkin bout.....2 flats go handle that for me and I got you...Alright" Venni hung up the phone.  "Thank you so much but I don't think I can afford that just yet" she said. "How about this then" he began "I was on my way to the middle of nowhere just ridin' around in stormy weather...You were in the same climate but had a little trouble and I offered you help and two wishes. Correct?" he explained as the ladies entered the front seat. "Yes but..." she answered "Well only one of them has been granted now let me ask you this... Did Aladdin have to pay for that Magic Carpet you're dry feet is on?" he continued "No but I'm confused" she said and the ladies laughed. "Please don't ask him to explain" they chuckled and Amber laughed with them. "Ok... easy way out... Give me you're number and tag along until I get the call that you can have your car rollin'" Venni stated with a calm but serious demeanor.  "I guess that will work but who are you and where would we be going?" she said with a bit of concern.  "I'm Carmen and I drive..."  "I'm Karla (mid.passenger seat), I usually make the calls and answer the phone"  "I'm Mona and (right.passenger) like to..uhh... ride" the ladies giggled again. "Allow me to reintroduce myself...I'm Kane the Conquerer...Kevlar the Great... Master & Commander of my Destiny and Fate... This ride is my Coach the girls are like Cheerleaders the way they applaud and stick wit me but since you don't know me I'll be answering to Venni" he said poetically. "Uhh..." Amber replied "Yeah... I like to rhyme from time to time..randomly actually but what is it that you do?  If you don't mind.. you know what it doesn't really matter... so what is it that you would like to do in life, Amber?" said Venni. "I kind of work at this lingerie shop but would like to just..well I'm not sure yet.. I don't mind the work I do but my manager is an perverted asshole" she answered. "Look I know you got big titties and shit but don't cuss in this car nomore...just jokin... but do you mean like that or... what did u mean by kind of?" he said.   "That was not funny" said Amber with a smile on her face. "but yeah I kind of want to work somewhere else just not around him. You know?" she continued. "Oh I see... jealous of the man-o-cans (mannequin's) cans... I get it" he replied.  "And I guess you're an out of work comedian huh?  What line of work are you in? Mr. Venni..if that's you're real name." said Amber with frowned eyes but grinning while the ladies snickered.  "Do you really want to know?" he replied. "I asked." she said. "Pull over and turn the music down.....Now...Do you really want to know...what I do?" Venni said again in that calm serious demeanor causing silence in the car.  "Hmm... Not so sure now...where are we going again?" she said changing the subject. "We're here Sir. Would you like us to remain in the car?" asked Carmen. "You know all this lightening and thunder and rain and wind... maybe you should just stand in the middle of the flooded streets while I go into that big ol dry house and mingle with my cousin...Nah instead follow me... but I ain't trying to get wet so lemme call him."

 Venni began to dial the number and Amber rested her head on the glass in relief and started to think of her safety and realized her phone battery was still dead so she wouldn't be able to call for help if something happened and silently prayed for a good outcome. In a few moments a friend of Venni and the girls came to the car with a big umbrella/poncho combination... like a beach umbrella with shower curtains or something.  When approaching the door the phone rang.

"You have reached the cellphone of the person you wish to speak to."  Karla answering the phone.  "Well I'm sure you can take care of it.  ----You're one of the best.  -----I'm sure Bruce Lee didn't let a little drizzle stop his progress.  Muhammad Ali could dance between the raindrops in his prime.  They even make physical exercise equipped jacuzzi's combined. This kind of climate isn't gonna slow down a person with your skill and talent for the craft is it?" Karla continued "Muchas Gracias, Hasta luego" she said ending the call.  "Papi that was..." "Good Job takin' care of that for me... See why I let her hold the phone?  Oh yeah...Cuzzo... This is Amber, do you have a battery for her phone or a charger or extra she can have or somethin somewhere?" Venni said. "Hold on... What kind of phone you got sweetheart?" said Venni's Cousin "A piece of crap Nokia. This one here."  Amber said handing him the phone.  "Amber don't be afraid just relax I'll make sure you are well taken care of while in my presence." said Venni and the girls nodded there heads in agreement.  "Are you thirsty or hungry or anything?" he continued. "There's the rest room in case you need to freshen up" pointing at the door beneath the staircase a few feet from the Living room. "Oh thanks again" she said walking into the restroom washing her hands and face looking in the mirror she said to herself 'These people are very hospitable but don't let your guard down... although it might be too late... is it? Let me just get through this night.'  Venni's cousin returned with her phone and a charger "I can't find one like this but I can get you an upgrade.. I do have a charger for it though." said Venni's cousin.  "Good lookin' out Vance Yo!  What you want for it?" asked Venni.  "Nothin' man just stay you because you always come through with a new adventure and stories...It's a gift" said Vance.  "Yeah you could call it that" Venni said. "I meant the charger funny man." he replied as they both laughed while Amber walked back in the room.  "Hey sorry for not introducing you... this is my cousin Vance... Vance this is my new friend and rescued victim/hostage...Amber. No really I just met her and helped her out of a bad situation." he explained. "You know you can be foolish" said Vance. Then Karla walked in "Excuse me Sir but the phone is for you." "Yeah Yo!....That's real good, dry and bag 'em for me and I got chu when I see you for real... Thanks." ending the phone conversation.  "Hey Amber, where were you on you're way to when We pulled up?" he asked.  "Oh I can't believe it slipped my mind" the ladies interrupted "It happens dealing with him" they said. "I was going home though but it was a movie I wanted to watch that I haven't seen in a long time." Amber continued. Everybody laughed! "What? What's so funny?" she asked. "Damn I thought you were gonna say you were cooking or had to get to your kids or something... boyfriend.. sick pops or make some kind of late night rendezvous.." said Venni. "If that's the case where were you coming from?" asked Vance. "Nah let's leave that in the past." Venni replied. 

"It's ok, I had to close with my manager.  Again.. he watched me do all the work as usual I swear I'm qutting one day." she answered. "Well prosperity and abundance to you... you know you do have one more wish.  And your car is ready..plus two spare tires."  Venni said. "Would you like for me to escort her to her vehicle Sir?" asked Carmen.  "I got shotgun!" yelled Mona. "Are you ready to go home yet? It's all stormy and wet Amber...windy" asked Venni. "I know but I don't want to wear out my welcome and maybe I can get an encore presentation of my movie." Amber said as they all laughed. "So be it... Mona ride with Carmen and explain what it is that I do to Amber and play some soft dramatic music while doing so. Excuse yourselves."  The ladies went to start the car up and Venni walked with Amber under the umbrella. "To be honest I do find you attractive and just meeting you tonight you were very calm and sophisticated... Classy and witty. I like that type of woman.  So I'll be calling you as soon as you to get to your car to make sure you're safe... from there it's up to you.. everything that happened to you tonight I hope was entertaining..intriguing maybe even mesmerizing... thank you for not being hostile and if I can help..I'd like to see you excel in life.  Call me when you are ready to make a wish."

IRON BORN .vs. Cookies

(Extracted from My profile on http://darebee.com )

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 IRON BORN .vs. Cookies!!

March 30th, 2018, 03:30 PM

Greetings and Salutations,

I'm personally on a 100 day challenge, to workout twice a day, obtain licenses and certifications I've wanting, read books on character building and NO Cookies!

Robert Greene's book help tremendously! With character building, strategy, power and seduction. The 30 day challenges and workout programs on here are great, I just finished IRON BORN today. Before I was using an app and would just choose 2 routines from there. Working on the licenses, some will be difficult due to recent events in society. But the biggest problem, is the Cookies, I haven't had 1 since Jan 15th, maybe even the 28rh, pretty sure it's the 15th though. I Love Cookies, them things is delicious. (Those things are delicious... I know, the poor grammar was set to accentuate the severity of My delight) Undoubtedly, I have an addiction to peanut butter chocolate chip cookies. Not the peanut butter chips, but you know, peanut butter cookies with dark chocolate chips in them. Especially fresh baked just right, all soft, moist and gooey...makes you just wanna bury your face in it and devour each morsel individually! Some occasions I get intense cravings and just grab a cookie and crumble it up and smell My fingers. I really want one bad, and after completing IRON BORN, I kinda want a prize or something. "Oh you just finished IRON BORN, wow, what do you want a cookie?"

Yes! Yes, I DO!!! But My will power is too strong, I tell people I gave up cookies for "lent", really won't be able to indulge until May 3rd. I don't know which one is harder, completing IRON BORN or turning down cookies.... hundreds of them have been offered.... hundreds!

Thanks for letting Me share

What seems to be the issue, Batman?

Samurai Batman pursues the ronin Joker in 16th-century Japan.

Well seeing as how  Batman is a Ninja....

Samurai Batman in his ceremonial attire.

Unless Batman is in a Samurai disguise, (that clearly has Batman symbol on the chest of)...

he wouldn't be attending any ceremonies as Batman.

The Batman of Gotham 2054.

Don't really have a problem with this. Except.... If it's 2054 wouldn't it be an electronic cigarette?

Wake Up Ready

Shh... Don't Correct Me, Just Let Me Vent

Dollars made of cents, when you need em they can smell your scent
But when you late tryna pay the rent, they holdin out their mitts
Ain't no type of hints, they want to feel every penny, makes no sense
Nobody care what you gotta do, what you goin through, Just get it
Hurry back with it, bring extras to, We want somebody gifting
Not too many try to acknowledge that they were gifted
If talents harnessed and worked on they could be up lifted
Then that struggle part of the grind could meet remission
To keep it off tap into your crafted Discipline
Then the minutes seem to turn into a Million
But then a Million minutes turn to a zone that you shifted in
None stop grinding and hardwork piling
But you keep on pushing til it feel like you flying
Going through all that plus more yet smiling
Because you made your own lane, floating on a clouds silver lining
I just need that one behind Me, This something to put belief in
Possibilities become limitless, Rapid succession of achievements
Looking back laughing at those days of striving and beating
The odds now it appears that all obstacles have been weakened
Paint a Masterpiece and for the faith you had in Me you get More than Half the Piece

Welcome Back

These are the updates

It's been a while, where do I start?

Mike Tyson Interview:

*applause*

Ferguson:

That gas can pic if hyper epic. I extracted some information that may shed some light on, why all of these shootings end in death. Apparently, police have been trained that if they have to pull their service weapon, they should not fire unless they intend to eliminate their targets. Reason being, the penalties are harsher for wounding an individual, than they are for killing them. In "Mike Brown" case, they were blatantly racist, and used this incident to express the new equipment that would be used as an attempt to deter a revolution.

Young Thug:

WTF is wrong with you people for letting them push anything on you and then call it hip hop. Fail, these type of people are agents promoting the Feminization of black males. All of these are part of a program to re-enslave black people. But it's in a blatant yet subliminal advertising. Get your shit together. Ain't shit gangsta about wearing skirts & nail polish, I don't care how many times you been to jail.

Al Sharpton:

Never trusted him. He another agent in keeping black people down. So is the word Black, I'm going by Melanated from now, or Cosmic Toned.

Blood Moon:

Shit has been rough ever since but I'm maintaining and working in multiple realms to realign the proper energy.

Music:

Shout out to Ice Cube, Mr. Silky Slim, Michel'le (bought her first CD a few weeks ago), haven't really heard anything new...oh yea Baltimore Rapper Lor Scoota "Still n the Trenches Vol.2" Bird Flu...shit is dope bruh. (Is that the proper hip hop context?)

Amazon.com & FlipKart:

eCommerce looking real lovely right now, I just need a product to sell, like My enchanted botanics.

Kim Kardashian:

The only thing relevant about her is that Smart Phone app game.

Suggestions:

Read, study something you never knew other people studied. Discover alchemy/ el qimi/ Alkhemi. Chess but not Chess to win, Chess Mastery, that Files & Ranks, algebraic equation type of Chess. Exercise until you get sick of everything else but healthy, living and exercise.

DC METRO:

WTF is wrong with you people, if you want to board the train...DO NOT walk along the WALL!! Fuck is the deal with that? (excuse My vulgarity)

Love:

Frustrating but necessary, confusing but rewarding, hurtful at times but healthy for all times. What more can I say?

Sex:

Take all your frustration, anger, anxiety, stress, and everything you mad at or that's bothering you...and turn it into a how many orgasms can I give My partner until they pass out, frenzy. you'll feel better about yourself for making someone else appreciate life.

Magicke:

Yea, I'm Still Down... Word to King Solomon, shoutout to High John the Conqueror and 1 time for Hermes. Burn Dragon's Blood every Wednesday for "The Greater Good"

More to show, but this will due

--
+Confidence is the Key+

Think you slick

I could find out where you live.... House on the corner, tree in the yard, deck in the back 2 cars in the driveway, haven't seen inside the garage.

I could find out where you work... Some kind of teacher or security...perhaps.

I could track your LAN line... 27, 35, 10
One of those is the last 2 digits, right?

I could find where you ride, that burgundy or cranberry color is kind of distinct.

I could discover your favorite vehicle manufacturer...let Me guess, Chevy, bet you got some kind of SUV.

See all this information about Me is no secret, because I don't need to hide My actions, whereabouts, none of that.

I could find out what school you went to and just show up at the reunion.

I've seen you, you didn't even know it was Me. I was at an event you were suppose to attend and you never showed up.

Too late for you though, We are going to meet because apparently We want the same thing, your problem however is that you want what you cannot have, and it's Mine already.

My problem is that, I do not know how to forget and almost always follow through on what I say I will do. My goal is to keep you the fuck away from what's mine or make you deeply feel how real shit can get when you come after what belongs to Me.

Just thought I'd get that off My Chessboard, no Knights will mate with My Queen for as long as I AM KING.

Even the Darkside has......Shadows. Hahaha
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Triple Pane Reflective

The 3 way mirror works well as a tool for irony.

The characteristics, traits about the personal, personality clues and so forth. Once spun about the 3 way mirror, all shall unfold in a reflective revelation about yourself, through the eyes of the least expected to observe.

Simplistic interpretation: Those you neglect Me for will lead you to Me. Those that neglect you because of Me, will lead you to the truth about you.

Truths can be explained but when there is a window of opportunity open, a brisk breeze of disbelief can linger in the most humid of climates. Honesty can be in it's purest essence yet carelessly paying attention to faint whispers can amplify the serenade of deceit. Revealed blatantly can thicken the fog of insecurity and shift admiration to the favor of illusion. Not before a tick exposes it's blood lust and meets it's demise, when it's target has become alerted of it's presence.

Repeatedly, I've watched motives, agendas and secrets become weapons & tools in the battles of Truth vs False. It's always that one friend that watches a close friend, get to far away from their trap, then subtle sabotage will implement & arouse suspicious confusing behaviors. All in the name of personal game. The aim in the game is to obtain, tame and train. But honesty prevails and presents itself, whether early, late, on time or too often. Given the potency of the illusion, distortions will aid in glimpses of the true image, assisting in painting a clearer picture.

The 3 way mirror works as you see yourself and those behind you, but the one behind the mirror observes both in search of answers, when the one behind you notices that you are being watched of both sides of the mirror. The one true objective is to influence belief. Which belief? Lawful, Neutral or Diabolical. The 3 way mirror is the dance of the moral tango. You choose your partner, whether lead or follow, someone will attempt to cut in and glide across the floor to attract all of the attention in the room.

Simplified example of event:
Man chooses woman
Woman falls for Man
Friend interrupts
Man exposes ploy
Friend introduces doubt
Woman gets confused
Confusion soaks in doubt
Man speaks truth
Woman is mislead
Friend becomes content
Friend introduces new path
Man deeply explains the truth
Woman considers idea
Friend introduces melancholy
Woman gets depressed
Man introduces tender memory
Friend introduces deceit
Woman gets angered
Man expresses Love
Woman dwells in fury
Friend requests fun
Woman chooses solitude
Friend requests fun
Woman declines in solitude
Man expresses Love
Woman gets confused
Friend requests fun
Woman declines but considers
Man requests talk
Woman declines in solitude
Friend requests fun
Woman is unsure but considers
Man requests talk
Friend introduces deceit
Woman gets depressed
Friend requests fun
Woman considers
Man sends affection
Woman is confused
Friend requests fun
Woman is angry but considers
Man is confused
Friend requests fun
Man requests talk
Woman declines in solitude
Man gives space
Friend requests fun
Woman needs space
Friend gets angry
Woman is upset
Friend requests fun
Man gets angry
Woman is confused
Man sends affection
Friend introduces deceit
Woman employs deceit
Man introduces respect
Friend requests fun
Man sends affection
Woman employs deceit
Man introduces respect
Friend is enraged & reveals intentions
Woman is disappointed
Man sends affection
Woman introduces respect
Friend established hate
Man sends affection
Woman accepts sincerity and removes all doubt
Friend requests fun
Woman declines
Man introduces respect
Woman requests fun
Friend reiterated hate

Man: I see you watching - Lawful
Woman: I know you watching - Neutral
Friend: See that, Watch this - Diabolical
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Stop with the Excuses (Invitation Rant)

People never show up to anything I invite them to, would My wedding be any different?

They'd be like: You're getting married? for real?! When, what time?

Me: Yea, you didn't get the invitation?

Them: OMG, where is the wedding? I didn't know You had a girlfriend! We need to talk, wow!

Me: Are you sure you didn't get the invitation?

Them: Damn you should have told me, why didn't you ask me to be in it, you don't Love me anymore?

Me: Are you fuckin' serious, or just High again?

Them: How could you do me like that?

Me: Funny you call, 3 hrs before a wedding I sent you 3 invitations too, and you sent RSVP back, I left you 26 messages asking you to be in the wedding 9 of them were about Rehearsal, because you wanted to be a brides maid or some shit. But really 3 hrs before the wedding, that you RSVP'd, you call Me about when, what time, and where...I have been on social media websites talking about it for like 2 months, you liked the photos, told Me how sorry you were for missing the rehearsals..then you said you didn't know I had a girlfriend but you bought the wine and got extra turned up at the party, the shit still your display pic. I bet you got the invitation in your hand. Talkin' bout where's the Wedding, down the street from your house dumb ass, you suggested the Temple down the street from your house: 1. So you wouldn't be late; 2. because you said the Clergymen really enjoyed My article about 'Religion & Spiritually: Higher Power vs Higher Self'. Are you even in the house, either you high or you jokin? The fuckin' Limo outside your side your house... Come to the reception so I can crack you in the head with a Champagne bottle.

(A bit far fetched, but precise)

People always ask why We don't do anything together, yet never show up when I invite them, but I almost always make to anything I'm invited to.

End of Rant
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Can it be

Why can't it be just you & Me
Expectation free, just bliss, just be
Let it be Us, Me & you
Living by one rule
"Be down for Me and I'll be there for you"
Can it be like
It's only Me and you right
Side by side, staring in each others eyes under the Moon light
Under the sheets, the blanket, heads on the pillow, arms wrapped around one another
Cuddling while the thunder bangs, listening to the rain on the window pane
Lightning flash....whispering each others name
Like "Hey...babe...you ok?"
Forget the bullshit, let's just be Us
What friends, family & society think
Why give a fuck
To each other...no need to wonder if We're Good enough
Let's just... Love each other so much, that We strive every moment to make sure that We know, We wouldn't ever give this Up

Can it be, Me, you and the family We create.
Showing love and respect, encouragement to Elevate.
Can it be like...Well for Me, it's as if I have to Let you know My Love for Our Union forever grows.
Every time I look into your eyes they 'effin' glow
You make Me wanna Love you in multiple dimensions and I was each one of those to let it show.
I used to do it from My mouth, but for a long time it's been Mind, Body & Soul.
So I'll explain it as much as possible even though you already know.
That way if push comes you shove, this Love you won't let go.
Come back when you ready to continue down this road.
Do it from the heart, never was in this shit for show.
Meant every word, let it be known that I'm fa'sho
My Spirit will track your across the Universe
Only any Galactic level, so believe Me when I tell you.
Not trying to seem like these a stalker tactics.
But as long as there are stars, We will bond and attract then.

Down the Line, in the Present, back in time
Can it be
That you were once, are now and forever will be mine?

I know you can feel it deep in your bones, so am I lying?
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Forgot to Share at A.A.

My name is...well you can call Me Master, and I'm an Alcoholic.

(Attendees say Hey Master in Unison)

On the topic of Resentments, I resent going to Counseling yesterday, because the 3rd party I went through said I could have 6 free sessions, but when I called them they said I had to pay with My insurance, that's peace. So I get there and they try to rush Me through the paper work but I'm there for My anger issues in the first place so I remained humble. After about an hour talking about all the shit that makes Me angry or stuff in My past, family history crap...the end results were, U.S. didn't fight Afghanistan after 9/11 because there was oil in Iraq, and even though people are ignorant and push your buttons and disrespectful, unfortunately that's the way the world is working these days... What the fuck lady? I know for a fact that all she's gonna end up saying is I should go to a gym or practice a martial artform as an outlet for My anger. Waste of time & money.

Now today, I resent coming to the meeting, because I had a great day up until having to get ready to come here, couldn't find bus fare, when I did I had to rush out the house, got to the bus stop left My phone. I can live without a phone but there are a lot of things going on that need My attention. So I go get My phone, back on the bus stop, of course it doesn't come right away, when it did the ride wasn't bad. But I had to transfer to the 3 and I saw it so I got off the bus in time, it was a red light, I was running across the street. The bus turned on red, which isn't illegal but I was clearly running toward it and zoooooom. Then I resent, resenting to come to the meeting because I could just go to the 19:00 meeting. Plus I came all this way, plus I had to pay for My big book and I knew some would share something that would make Me feel better about it. So after a long ass time, I met a couple of pretty girls jogging pass, a few people gave dirty looks but that's peace. When the bus did arrive the driver needed My help to get here, so maybe I was suppose to be late, so that I could help someone find there way and who knows, perhaps I saved a life, a job or someone from wanting to drink.

Thanks for letting Me share.

(Group says thanks for Sharing in Unison)
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Flash of Light

Fuck a bitch and them bitch niggas displaying the hate
Fuck the heresy and the rumors speak the phrase to My face
But they ain't, cuz they not ready for a date with their fate
Don't need a weapon or protection, to have you erased
Deleted, your existence on this planet depleted
When you chose to conjure but neglected to banish your demons
I be the reason, women repeat this heavy breathing til their souls shiver
Plethora of the pleasure, with gifted essence that I deliver
In tune with that High Power, when I shower attendants with the
Sermons spoken directly to the Spirits of My Kindreds
Raise a fist to the sky and bow your head if you feel it
I got a hole within My heart nigga, Unconditional Love only can fill it
I used to roam the Earth cold as a blizzard
And then I encountered a Goddess in a world full of bitches
That gave Me the Strength to eliminate an Ego Demented
Hell bent on being surrounded by submissives and henchmen
Turned into an Omniscient mission to raise vibrations, spirits and conscious awareness in children
All praise and thanks to the Divine Creator
My apologies to the pain I caused and hopes or dreams that I ended
Wouldn't be a Man if I was wrong and didn't admit it
Imma fight for it, but will understand if you can't give forgiveness
Karma work like that and this the pain Imma live with
So instead of making you feel it, it's My responsibility to lift it

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Afterwork Day Dream

How it should be: "I'm back in this thang Baaaybuuh!!! Bring the Love!" *Wife & kids come greet you at the door, walk you to your meal and read you a report on their day while you eat, if granted permission, if you get home too late the children leave the written report and Wife reads to you or they are left next to the computer*

How it is, though: "I'm back up in this bitch, Mama come wit it"

*all you hear is crickets, house a mess, you gotta heat up your own food, bathroom messed up, because ya lonely ass gotta do it all on your own*

How it should be: "Yes, I got these days off, Imma take the kids to the park, play basketball, football til they tired and wore out, while the Queen sun bathe, then We ordering Pizza & Salad wraps and I'mma massage her feet til she go to sleep"

How it is though: "Yes, I got these days off, let Me make these phone calls"

*either nobody answers or everybody bluffin'*


How it should be: "What a wonderful calm night in the neighborhood, I think Imma chill outside and enjoy the breeze"
*people walk pass and speak*

How it is though: "Damn this a cool lil night to sit on the steps and think"

*girls walk around on they phones talkin' about you because you got work clothes on, dudes walk pass you and stare you down, this funky ass scent smell like dried yogurt and burnt hair messed up the breeze and here the police come asking do you live at your Own house and wanna run your name in the system to check for warrants"

How it should be: Beautiful
How it is though: Sad
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People Person

Come back to Me that's all I can say, but when she ask Me why? It's a puzzled look upon My face
Who's to say times will be different than the last, when the same promises were mentioned in the past
A gasp, reality hits, did you really think you'd make through life not givin' a shit,
Do you expect to have your way without a price to pay,
Were you banking on people to just put up with the shit you'd say?
In a way, no at all, often I'd wonder how it even got this far.
Actions speak louder than words, that's correct.
But I need to let you know how I feel, with all respect.
Due to the circumstances and current situation.
My life needs some adjustments, changes, a few replacements.
That smile you got, those beautiful lips, the control you expose when moving your hips.
That lovely hair, I love you from the inside out, no parts to neglect.
Everywhere I go they ask Me about you I leave, not physically but look in My eyes and you'll see
I'm not there, I'm else where, left My body shell there, soul searching with in Myself yea, trying to you back here.
I know that our love is meant to be, or perhaps it was and this it what it was meant to be, but it can't because this don't sit pretty with Me.
If it really was over both us would need be deceased, til death do us part that's the oath that We took, what if We died but still alive and the relationship shook.
Normally I have intense clarity, but on this subject, all is seen foggy, cloudy...but the Light is there.
To get back to it is another tale, that'll ponder while I chew these chips of kale.
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In My Church

(I don't have one yet, but if I get one of those store front type churches, this is what it WILL be.)

Since it's My church I want to be called Master or Masterful...Master Foo

Mostly it will be meditation like a Zendo or prayer house.

God will be called the Source or the Highest or the All...no the Divine Creator

Music:
Classical, Gospel Instrumental, I'll actually let the congregation vote when We establish a certain number of members. Mostly violin, organ piano...really whatever you want to hear in deep thought. I'm more of a binaural beat

Preachers & guest speakers:
I'll pick them and the congregation can also suggest who should visit.

Treasury:
Any DONATIONS will be spent on the churches upgrades...matter fact let's call it a Temple. (can you tell all of this is brain storming) Offerings will be from the Temple. Donations are by will or if you feel you should donate, however much you think the Temple is worth to you.

Treasury 2: Donations .vs. Offerings
Your Donations will go to Upgrading the Temple and funding the programs. Quarterly/Seasonally all excess amounts of money will be used to Gift the congregation (well if it's not a church is it still a congregation? Disciples? Well Imma use congregation)

Activities:
Majority of the Temples programs will be funded by Master Foo. Programs will be available for neighborhood clean up and sheltering the homeless. All homeless people in need of shelter will be apart of neighborhood clean up as well. Sports, Art & Music and creative thinking modules and workshops for all. When well established the congregation will vote in other areas of excellence and elect Mentors for each.

Food:
We will feed each other. Bring a big ass plate or tray of whatever you want to share. Temple menu will be vegetable fried rice or Oatmeal ONLY!! But you can bring whatever you want to share and We can feed each other. Snacks will be fruits from the donating Farmer's Market.

Teachings:
Science, Arithmetic/Mathematics, Philosophy, Wellness & Perspectives, Astronomy, Martial Arts, Mysticism, Theurgy, Spirituality, Cosmology. With extra influence on Metaphysics, Do-In teachings, Meditation/Self-Hypnosis. ALL AGES.

The Darkside: Within the Temple there will be people who want to explore a little more to life. For more on this email fulfillment_provider@yahoo.com

Sermon/The Word:
Will mostly be current events and a full esoteric, logical, irrational, radical, ethical breakdown of what's happening during the time frames of occurrences. I'd like to have Dr. Phil Valentine

Other:
Males have to study Tai Chi
Females must do Yoga
Children are not allowed to watch Television unsupervised and every commercial break the TV must be turned of for muted, so that the Broadcast Monitor can breakdown everything the children witnessed on their screen. All TV shows must be followed up by a Q&A session.

Summary:
Really I just thought it would be cool to have a center to bring the community together and based on the successes produced branch elsewhere and have different establishments formed. As long as it promotes Peace and Higher Self-Actualization.

I should stop here because I'll just keep thinking of shit... Like hydraulic seats and a 3D screen for lectures, video game night...see I'll send this now but keep in mind,

THESE ARE JUST MY THOUGHTS
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Why wonder?

I will keep you safe.
I will accept you for all you are.
I will clearly define your limits.
I will monitor your growth and challenge you.
I will to be your teacher.
I will set goals for you.
I will correct you when you make mistakes.
I will make My approval of you, evident.
I will encourage you to express yourself.
I will comfort you
I will show attention and praise to your contributions
I want you to enjoy your successes
I want you to share with Me
I want you to feel loved


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So it begins

It's My blog so I have the right to make Journal entries once in a while.

A lot on My plate, Imma knock it all off bit by bit. Work, Women, Warfare (the streets and media), building the craft, handling business, My studies, My practices...the Eternal quest for Enlightenment. Family, shit don't even remember last time I've seen em all, got a niece and nephew on the way, got a niece and nephew being potty trained. Home...that's where I want to go.

My lady...
what a challenge but what's life without a challenge. she so different, this whole relationship is a lot different from what I'm used to. But I'm down for it, this is the Greatest Love imaginable. I'm ready to take it further, either that or another bitch gonna come. Not between Me and Queen but it'll surely be workful. I don't want My women to work jobs, it would be best if they had a craft, jewelry making, making clothes, painting, singing, instructing Yoga, sex therapy, you know...so they don't have to deal with the petty stresses. Selling oils and fragrances. Like Soul Purpose. Something she can do and keep her ass in the house taking care of My castle and our heirs. I need to work on getting My business back too fuckin' IRS with they bullshit. SMH dealin' wit these females and their mood swings is hard ass work too. Trying to keep control is a lot harder than replacing them. That's what I chose though and I'm not a quitter.

Work...
shit stressful, I been thinking about quitting, I'm not though. Just got to get pass the bullshit. Got a couple meetings and a few training classes, tests. Everything will clear up this month. Money good though, hours been on some bullshit. Wouldn't be that bad if I had some pussy in the work place but until then the hours are on some bullshit.

Warfare...
fuck the media, I'm bout to be strapped because they just droppin' anybody around here lately. Police be sittin right there watchin' but don't do shit til it's time to put the yellow tape up. Fuck the Media, the Vatican, the UN...I could go on with that, several blogs dedicated to each. I'm convinced that media influence is turning bitches against Me. Perhaps it is Me. But all I do is work and study. I go out and have fun with her but for Myself, I just like to workout and study...Meditate. I don't need much more. Fuck Politics, it's a Pile of Tricks. Web of deceit and disdain.

Building the Craft...
Still working on My Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Myofascial Release, Reiki...Mastery. I honestly feel like I should dedicate all of My time to just this and just give up on all that extra shit. I have a rather adventurous life. But all I want to do for real is sit on a mountain and meditate and heal whoever comes to My Temple. Queen by My side, children on their paths.

Handling My Business
Fuck IRS, Fuck the comptroller, Fuck them student loans I didn't ask for...that's why I work so they can take the damn check while I get My Cash on the side. Next

My Studies:
Currently looking for a rare book on "Do-In" (doe-en). Lately I've been watching a lot of Phil Valentine lectures, contemplating buying "The Wounded Womb", I will one day though. Right now I have exams and tests to study for. Presentations to put together. The weather not helping shit. Mastery by Robert Greene is damn good.
Too much studying to do. Gotta condense the curriculum by category weekly, or alternate days. Maybe I should have it so that My studies correspond with the Kuji Kiri, Kuji-In.

My Practices:
Massage, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Hypnosis, NLP... All self taught...well I went to school for Massage but you know...I've been studying and practicing that since Age: 12. Lately not enough time & energy to practice thanks to work. Queen is always there when I need to try something out. Magicke....email 8PathZen@gmail.com for those updates.

Mi Familia: March I'll make sure I visit everybody. Too much happening right now.

Eternal Quest for Enlightenment:

Enlightenment is Eternal, Practice is Infinite. Letting go of Myself is hard, but My Ego has faded a long time ago. I used to want a lot of money to have a lot of things, Now all I want is Peace & the Wisdom to cause a lot of change.
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Sky Blockers

Shots out to the twisted demented henchmen that shot them kids up
Demon, bet the reason was the meteor shower that even, they didn't want you to have your heads up
Queen said she couldn't find the cover telling which skies to watch
Funny they was screamin' about it all week and when it was time they just forgot
Them bastards sure to lie a lot, commit crimes and plot
On how to keep the people down, tied in knots
Yet they want you to fly their flag, across the skies and beneath the seas, to bomb Baghdad til it trickles down and slaps they ass
Awaken and charge your vibrations and guard your thoughts naked to the stars ye March
Embrace it, for it's you...don't forsake it because it's true
Take My hand and let's chase it, because it's Me too
You and I verse and the Hz fly out into the U-N-I verse
But the scoundrels that plague Earth want You and I hurt
Until We bring our people down into a Unified Hearse
Fuck the Money trade and barter, them 9 to 5s they try for you to grind
take you away from your seeds so they can pollute their minds
Then they grow up to hate their Moms and get mad when Dad can't provide
Miscellaneous items that are pointless and overpriced to weaken his Pride
They want you to submit and be an agent...Fuck that shit
They not gonna call you a Dumb Black bitch when you stand up against those oppressors that try to lynch if you bust that clip
Firearms Atomic Bombs, synthetic cyclones, flying drones money not spent on homeless but ferocious technologies that causes less homes
You come back with a torn home, broke with broken bones, and all you get is a medal for such humility you've shown
Just to look for another 9 to 5, trying to get your Grind back on, but them cowards look you in your eyes and tell you fool ass No
It's all a program, to them it's just a game
But to Us, awakened We, refuse to fuckin' play
And destroy the holograms they display from within that main frame
Why the sleeping few, submit, do nothing but what they want you to, which is Pray
Not to God to give you strengthen but to the devils that name you Prey
Well every Round up in My K (knowledge) gonna express what the Fuck I got to say
Evolve, Ascend, Succumb to, Enlightenment...first from within then with the Omniscient in which you find Resonance
They say that evolution is a Myth but the shit exist within their Fashion even down to their kicks
But the pick and choose what to them makes sense
But depleat their wealth by spending all their cents on some kicks
Well look at the colors as they alter and change you all in awe
They skew rotates, revolves, devolves but what the fuck would that Be at if you took off the "D" "R"
I'm telling Guard your Aura and Balance your Chakras
Pull back the curtains on this American Horror Story Asylum's Opera
New World Order in Oneness they claim
But they don't want YOUnEyeVerseSoul Harmony
Just a Mass array of Global docile Slaves
They made Hitler the Man of the Year, well he wanted the same thing
But they killed him and still use his ideas, technologies and strategies til this Day
Research ever word I wrote
then when you realize the truth decide if you wanna to release the noose
Break the chains and cut the ropes
Fore without the Youth the future has no hope
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Come Wit It

Here's a story bout a Playa, fresh out the tub
Throw the lotion at My chick, my whole body gettin' rub
Brushing the cut then pull the boxer briefs up
Lady pulls em down, you know she like it rough
Chill on that baby, We can do it later
I'm bout to head into these street, to get at this paper
She not trying to hear it, she dive and crawl to the door
Horny little devil, I left her on the floor
I gotta get to working, I told her once more
Made sure I got her something, when I passed her favorite store
Now back to the grind, you know I'm bout mine
Guns, Girls, Ganja...thoughts stay on My Mind
I conjure up a plan, then bring that thing life
Positive flow witted, not all about the crime
So I'm out in the hood, bout to hit the pool hall
When 3 girls approach, complimenting carrying on
But if you know like I know, I told the dames "Be gone"
Step up in the place then I turned on the charm
I greeted the people, but who is that though?
A new bartender, she got that glow
I had to calm down, took a pic almost
She smiled at Me (cheese) but I put away My phone
While heading over to, interrupted by this fool
"What's Mackin' wit you dude? I wanna rematch in pool"
I look over at her, I glance back at the fool
I check her out again, I said "Yea that's cool"
So as he rack em up, she winked in My direction
I said "Break then sucker!", it was My secret weapon
He was so anxious didn't know what he just crept in
He missed 3rd shot, I sent the chump steppin'
Back in stride to meet My next bride
"Your lips said hello and I said...Hi"
Natural hair and Pretty brown eyes
Super thick body, curves on "Oh My..."
Half way speechless, you know I kept My cool
The conversation grew, I got up off the stool
We rapped a little more, she gave free drinks too
It was only 2, alcohol I'm not really into
I told the bartender, "I like how We mix
One day come catch a movie, with Me and My chick"
She didn't get mad, so she passed the test
I gave her My number, immediately she text'd
Just a wink face, I exited the place
Back to the in quite a heightened state
Get's back to the crib, turned on the Game
Where you at babe? I hollered in the house
Lipstick and lingerie, My lady steps out
I just shook My head, go get back in the bed
and tickle it a little bit, while I count the bread
See when I'm at the pool hall I really be playin'
Got $1600 off that fool I was gamin'
Then $1200 a piece off the 3 dames that was claiming
They really like My style and the things I be saying
My girl in the room, nothing on but the light switch
I left only them on, jumped in the bed got the pipe licked
She like her hair gripped and a little bit of bitin'
I hit the right spot, looked like she got struck by lightning
Phone started ringing, I told her go get it
She said she couldn't feel her legs, "Crawl then" I said
she tried to walked and tripped almost hit her head
she threw the phone to Me and climbed back in bed
I'm answered the messages, she covered with the sheets
"I wasn't done yet, I hope you not sleep"
Put the phone down, yanked the sheets off
Back to practicing My magic, My body gettin' clawed
Phone rang again, I answered it but it dropped
Before I could pick it up, she wildly hopped on top
All that screamin', scratchin', moanin', action
I picked up the phone and heard the same thing happenin'
I said "Say whaaat?" The call was ended
you already know that it was the bartender
I gave My girl gift as I told her bout My day
she said she was too tired but she cooked My breakfast anyway
Now you might say what happened to the Night
But the next day automatically begins when Me and her are "Gettin' right"
I'm diggin' in the plate, turkey sausage, eggs with cheese, honey dew, cantaloupe with a side of "Cream of Wheat" couple pieces of Toast bread honey wheat
I cleans up My Dish, Alkaline water sipped
20minutes of push ups, pull ups and dips
Binaural Instrumentals on the Disc, burning hemp up in a spliff
Turn on the XBOX bout to play Black Ops (#BlackOps2)
Queen giving a tutorial, Balancing Chakras on her laptop
Phone going off, but that's quite the norm
Sun disappears, in comes a storm
Thunder and lightning, uh oh it's exciting
My lady and she get's crazy with that tantra
So it's like there's no fighting her urges, when she's got to have it
I ain't gotta break down the hot details
We left the bedroom lookin' like a train got derailed
I called Bartender, "Hey there, how you do?"
she reply "What's good? I was thinkin' about you"
I said "Oh yea? How I played that lame the other day?"
she like "Nope, things We could do in this rain"
I say "I'm about to get ready for tonight, email it to Me though"
I gave My girl a bath, washed and dry her hair
I jumped in the shower, hopped out, threw on My gear
My lady "Really? Even with this storm out there"
Baby I'm on the I put that work in all year
Even in the elements, I can bend them to My will
Until the paper stop runnin' I'm chasing it you feel
she say "Sir yes Sir! I just want you right here, but before you go let me 'cum' whispered in your ear"
I winked and shut the door, she went and did whatever
I'm lookin' at the sky, Yup even in this weather
Get's to the Pool hall, Bartender not there
But marks all around Me so what do I care
Breakin' these suckers, keep yellin' "Rack em up"
I'm about to leave, as she walks in
The storm died down but remains harsh winds
This a good a day to charge Leopard Skin Jasper
"Where My eMail? What you off tonight?" The questions that I asked her
she reply "Yea here, I just came to give you this"
It was an envelope, seal with plum lipstick
she walked away, I told her hold up
We talked a little bit, she asked Me to call her, when I said I had to dip
I ran into those 3 dames on the back to My spot
I tampered with their brains, put their change down in My pot
Sent them back on their way to whatever they do

Yea...I'm tired of typing right now so

---TO BE CONTINUED---
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Success

To laugh often and much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
To know even on life has breathed easier because you have lived.

This is to have successed.

- Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Storm Drains

"@FOXBaltimore: Governor O'Malley Declares State of Emergency in Maryland for Hurricane Sandy."

Well where are the passes to the shelters He should be handing
Where all the buses to keep us out of disastrous clutches, if you ask Me...
It's a crock of shit, I'm surviving this the same way I did the Last 3
With My family by My side,
sending our intentions to the skies
Forcing it to cease while they begging that it stops
Reinforce these buildings blocks like deem importing building blocks
As if the neighborhoods that lift themselves get recognition from the top
Let the people higher up let the money dripping, drop
Invest in your habit where you campaign your elections at
Hold your speeches on the streets where you put surveillance camera Traps
How the fuck you expect Me to believe
When you rarely accurately report you meteorology?!
Yea but these facts a harsh storm coming that's tropical
Yet the messages are not stating what people at the Top would do
Lemme see the Mayor and Governor in the same hall as the homeless Mothers, sisters, Brothers
Til then get the fuck up out My face tryna make Me think you Love Us!!
Before I put My faith in your words
Put yourself in the same place as the rest of when Disaster enters our world

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